sigh, neglience is the fall of everything. i super brainless today, was rushing for hockey, coz i was darn late.. so i changed damn fast n qiong to the pitch asap. then i had training.. blah blah blah... after training, i wanted to find my fone to call home... then i realised my fone isn't wif my bag.. so is my wallet... so i.. hmm, strange, i start to recall... i left my fone n wallet in the toilet when i was changing... so after a whole 3hours difference in time, i went to check there... it wasn't there! (obviously) sigh, tats how i lost my stuff. i think i m duper brainless. sigh

anw, its not really how much money i lost or how ex my fone is tat i m concerned abt.. its the stuff in them... my fotos, my neoprints, my contacts. many of them are simply irreplacable. like fotos n neoprints of 65 doing dumb things(eg, xueting wearing scgs, rv n rg belt at the same time, me n chee tuan in tat bummer bee jersey, the last time i wore tat bummer bee jersey) sweet n funky memories of my first 3months(mainly), gone for good. the many rubbishy neoprints tat i took wif 65 n 09. oso gone... maybe like Dr Yang says, its all fated... maybe i m fated to lose these memories tat i treasured, of wat i regarded as the happiest few months of my life. how ironic can life be.... or perhaps, they meant to be stored in my brain, not the fone or neoprints.

mum prob wun allow me to buy any decent fone, dun expect her to anyway. dun really wan to waste my parents' money on it. i think i will take a loan frm my sis n pay her off by weekly installments plus the abit of winnings i stil have frm soccer. shd be enuff la, dun wan an omg fone anyway. go nj, i quite rich coz nv really go out, pretty much a damn good boy... so shd be able to pay off the loan before long.

anw, i read ard half of harry potter. i suggest anyone who wants to read it to skip the first 2-3 chapters, the front is shitty boring, the behind abit more exciting n funny. i wonder how they gg to find a chio enuff person for Choo Chang(this is side tracking btw. heez)... maybe i shd continue my goblet of fire... hahahhaa.