long time no blog, j2 is seriously hectic, but the stress is keeping me on my toes. which is not exactly a bad thing. =)
ytd was a really bad day, i was so tired on thurs after the dota games, i slept at 10, wanted to wake up at 3am or so to study for my tests (physics & econs). but i slept all the way to 6! which is even later than my norm. so i studied for my physics when i reached school, kinda very last min. then the test is kinda lame! so wells... realised i dunno physics as well as i tot. sigh. thats not really the pt why it was a bad day... the main reason was hockey...
becoz of stupid sleeping on thurs, i din go slow jog on thurs to reduce the acid in my very tired legs. (frm tues gym, wed's training) plus pe was sprinting instead of jogging, kinda of make my legs even more tired. so during training, i kinda of wanted to join the rest for the caterpilla (even though i muz admit, i dun love PT) , but cldn't at all, becoz all i cld do was a tortise jog. feel like shit la. then the playing part was worse, i played a noob pri school kid. like first time touch hockey stick. argh. xiao hei was qt sian diao during the training too, maybe not all becoz of my like shit playing, but i wld say it is part of the reason. he seems so resigned... i hate disappointing pple wif high expectations. bah.. monday no training, but wed got match, hopefully i wld do smth positive out of it. being on the bench is a fuk up feeling. i realised how EPL stars who earn millions sitting on the bench wld rather go to a small club n take a shit pay, but get to play... haiz. but nvm, season stil ard 2months away, i will juz try to chase up wif the rest. heart and mind go the distance. (hmmms? good quote rite?)

was thinking abt this during the a's realease, the papers lauded this TPJC guy who went to reform (coz of some crime, which he din state) then come back to study n score a not bad result. it was such a huge paragraph, but for the 9As pple, all they got was a few lines on each of them, n most of the paragraph was so generalize. wat logic is this? i nv believe this shit, someone who is good all the way is not better than someone who faulted but come back. no doubt, the latter's comeback section is rather pleasing, but doesn't the earlier haf to fight temptions of life to keep himself/herself on the right track to start wif? so how can it be tat the latter is more deserving of more praises. to me, he is not even deserving of equal status. however, if the scenario is someone who is fighting a disease/illness, or a sportsman training 7 times a week winning honours for the school, country, yet doing as well or close to the level, i haf full respect for him/her. for he is fully deserving of the praises. unlike some ex-convict or ex-ah beng. cos seriously, being an ex ah beng or a criminal doesn't impress me.

haiz, stil on a's. my angel din do well for a's. pretty depressed abt it, she like shutting herself frm the outside world. on e other hand, congrats to anyone tat i might noe for the a's results. =) but somehow, i dun seem to noe any real zai stuff,.. ok, juz did, sirui. hahah. 4As, b3, mu. hahaha. i oso wan 4As n a nice gp grade. but my chem is so cmi, sigh, hopefully can bounce back bah. my physics is already recovering. econs too. trying to pull them back one by one.. i will not fall again like i did for O's. cos this is the last chance i will be judge across the whole cohort.

on that issue, can we haf less whiners in the world? its blardy irritating for ppl to whine abt work n stress every now n then.. it is not as if, the rest of us are not... furthermore if u r in front of the world in all the tutorials n doign blardy well for the tests, i think u haf no right to tok. juz shuddup k? blardy whiner. f off.

o, more good news. congrats to xunqi n tat shitty ben ang! (not niao or anything, ben ang is always drawing shit anyway). b3 seems to be the common grade for GP. XQ got MM, BA got DM. funky pple.

o ya, i was thinking on the bus tat day. i came out wif an analogy, which is rather cool i think...

Love is like a game of chess, its a battle of wits n stamina.
It's a game of passion.
One wrong move can send the whole game tumbling, but rescue moves are always available but dun always work.
When u move twice before ur partners move, u foul n lose the game even though u might haf juz started playing it. But when u hesistate too long, time out n u stil lose the game.
Every move has it risks n benefits and have to be considered carefully.
n hahaha, the Queen is more useful than the King, but the King is wat is important. hahahaha.