when happiness is nothing but a mirage
when cries of despairs exhilarates

hahaha, i heard the first line on tv, so being v poetic, i came out wif the 2nd line myself! i m getting good right? this 2 lines is so nirvana-ish.. but got no tune or watsoever, so yea, its limited to this 2 lines. but its rather dark n haf quite abit of hidden meaning here n there. so yea, kinda of impressed wif myself.. hahaha. =)

was playing my romance of three kingdom juz now.. i realised the game n reality haf similarities. when the situation is very grim n countries are not in good terms wif each other, there wld be a arms built up, leading to a lack of resources, this lack of resources wld drive the greed of the countries to conquer others to get them. this wld result in a further arm race, n when one country war the other, many wld take side or backstab the countries. making a whole mess of wars. where alot of countries wage war here n there... n the situation changes every now n then, a winner now might not mean tat u r always a winner. power rotation n stuffs.

n bah, maybe is coz i m not tat pro, tats why i m stil not a superpower dominating the world. bleah. i was warring dong zhuo then i got back stabbed by liubei n yuan shao n tat dumb ass sun qian. bleah. had to evacuate frm my original captial.

ANW, chem test on wed was rather a disaster. n tmr got physics test. so hurray, i m mugging.. sigh.. i love J2 life. ahaha.