belated merry xmas to everyone! =)

had a pretty fun xmas celebration wif my x class mates. they r pple who simply rox.

haish.. i dunno why.. we seem to be distancing frm each other.. the gap is widening day by day.. i dunno wat to do. is there smth tat can save this? i dunno... times been very hectic.. chalets aft chalets..camps aft camps.. performance.. practice.. more camps.. and a ton of hmk waiting to be done.. and my darn A maths rexams... u told b4 tat i haf to wait. i told u i will. but why are u ignoring me? i dun understand.. the feeling is is bleached.. my heart lives in fear now.. i dunno wat lies ahead of me.. i dun wan to gif up w/o hafing even started.. i only noe tat i dun wan to lose u and i cannot lose u... tat xmas morning, was at heidi's hse's msn.. used her acct to con pple etc etc.. but one of the convo left me wif alot of feelings.. a lad who liked a gal since very long ago.. din dare to tell her.. tot she was reacting to his "actions".. had alot of false hopes.. but all was dashed when his best friend became her bf.. haiz... poor lad..

even my amaths is not progressing le. carn seem to do log graphs.. super blur abt log graphs...haiz...

gif me a hint. i will walk wif u thru all darkness... gif me strength to allow me go on..

寂寞的季节
曲：陶吉吉 词：娃娃
风吹落最后一片叶 我的心也飘着雪
爱只能往回忆里堆栈 oh~ 给下个季节
忽然间树梢冒花蕊 我怎么会都没有感觉
oh~ 整条街 都是恋爱的人 我独自走在暖风的夜
多想要向过去告别 当季节不停更迭 oh~
却还是少一点坚决 在这寂寞的季节
艳阳高照在那海边 爱情盛开的世界
远远看着热闹一切 oh~ 我记得那狂烈
窗外是快枯黄的叶 感伤在心中有一些 oh~
我了解 那些爱过的人 心是如何慢慢在凋谢
多想要向过去告别 当季节不停更迭 oh~
却还是少一点坚决 在这寂寞的季节
又走过风吹的冷冽 最后一盏灯熄灭
从回忆我慢慢穿越 在这寂寞的季节
还是寂寞的季节 一样寂寞的季节