dumb and dumber.. me.. dumbest..
wat can i say..
study like a crazy mad man...
spent like dunno how many nights out doing all those bloody craps figures...
staring at them in my face...
go into hall.. noe half of it...

today.. CSC walk in.. then.. screamed: "junfu, wat had u been doing the past 1 yr"
this is a good question tat i shd ponder upon...
and this was the first bad omen...
then she flashed the class spread sheet..
saw the class lowest.. 23/80... 28.75 percent...
the figure seems very attached to me..
dun like this feeling..
tat was the 2nd damn omen...
later.. she hand me my paper...
"did u even study for the exams???"
fcuk.. i knew something real bad happened...
my damn instincts were right again...

i feel damn weak.. feeble.. sianz.. fcuk up...
not as if i din even study..
dun believe me? i dun give a damn...
although i noe i had only tyco passed 1 a maths paper thru the damn yr...
but i really did study for this...
(*dun believe stil? i suggest u go click on the X at the top right hand corner)
was so pissed wif myself.. i knew i carn blame anyone, everyone..
class average bloody high.. 62+ percent...
carn be CSC's lousy teaching...
my neighbours got b3 and b4 each.. carn be they sux...
my gang of friends got As and Bs..
carn be their fault...
my sis and dad had been acing all the possible maths related stuff...
carn be the genes fault...

it is juz me.. me and my fault..
dumb.. wat can i do...
went play lan wif jie kai.. thrashed up the damn comp and latter whacked the hell of the kid who was so arrogant...
felt better... then on ed my fone aft off ing it for near 1 hr or so...
saw some dumb sms..
feel like sending fcuk u to everyone who sent me tat crap...
i m like near the lowest in the level and fcuk ing pple are telling me they are damn depressed becoz of the exams...
tats stil not TAT bad.. go co.. (which i stil cannot tahan why are we starting so early)
see all those damn muggers...
discussing their marks and wateva crap...
all kao bei ing to the sky, hell, ground.. name wat they fcuk wat....
think condoms are running out.. (*nvm.. lame! )
yeah.. aft all the fcuk ing.. they got a 2 and b3s...
well done lads... RI boys.. hate them..
realized why RI boys are hated across the globe...
i agree wif them.. RI boys sux big time.. shoo off...

kz lar.. told my parents my results.. din give details.. so sis u shuddup hor...
they juz laughed their teeths off...
fail.. tat funny meh?
wateva lar.. was glad they din scold.. think they xi guan le...
me feeling better too le.. heck the damn abt it le.. wats done is done..
me juz haf to work the hell off le...
we will wait and see...
nxt yr's 2 mths later..
i will give u all good news..
tat is if i can keep the sub this yr...
yar.. go bathe liaoz.. slp.. tml stil got the damn co..
neber sianz of co so much...
damn penang wateva crap sec sch co...
i want my holiday... arghz.. =(