staring at the red tile on the floor... alot of emotions gushed my puny brain... oblivious to the noise around me... zillions and zillions of crap flashed by... alof of emotions were out... RI chinese orchestra ... silver... a quote tt i will remember forever... bit my finger... nearly bled... haiz... we all had expected it... but all of us were praying for a miracle... tt a miracle would fall on rico... but sadly, it din... i noe rico din do our best... neither did i... but it is NOT MY FAULT tt i din... DAMN VOO... damn him kz... feel like scolding the f word in front of his face... controlled myself... stil had to fake a smile... how irony... said there were stopper... i trusted him... (why did i!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh...) there wasn't... my cello was gliding all over the floor... i m sure i can play like tat.. looked like an idiot... had to held my cello every 3 bar... wat the... think alot of pple are damn nervous... since it is the first syf for them.. i would say i wasn't... at least not tt much... haiz...
realised practice and results are inversely proportinate... pri 6... 3-4 hrs per wk.. gold.. 3rd in s'pore... sec 3... 12-15 /wk.. silver... STINKS... think reality is bloody cruel... esp to beatty... the results flashed right in front of their faces... most dropped tears... touched me... i noe they are lousy... (they are.. face it).. but tot they wld haf got something like bronze... mayflower got silver... wat the... couldn't believe... they too.. were celebrating like shit... worst of all would be TCH... TCH CO U SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bloody arrogant... did a parade ard the area... screaming all those lame cheers... in front of me stil can larz.. but in front of those COP pple.. they are crying bad enuff liao lohz.. stil like tat treat them... DOTZ... so much for respect...
heres the result for todae...
GOLD:TCH (u sux), pasir ris (i was surprised.. they are real good.. i appaulded...)
SILVER(STINKS): RICO (wonder why are we here...), maris stella (well done.. played well...), mayflower (why are they here!!!???!!!???), serangoon... (they sux big time... tink they shdn't even got bronze.. COP is for them... their playing is ZERO...)
NO BRONZE TODAE....

haiz... sharn ponder too much liao larz... haiz...
~~~CONGRATS to nytt... u rox!!! jia you!!! ~~~